COMMITTED

Two hours after I fall asleep each night, I wake.

I bow before our glass altar for two minutes.

Ten days into the residency a new condition:

Two hours after I fall asleep each night, I wake.

I bow before our glass altar until

a. I fall asleep
b. I cry

Twenty days into the residency a new condition:

Two hours after I fall asleep each night, I wake.

I cut one small equilateral triangle into the palm of each hand.

I bow before our glass altar until the bleeding stops.